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  • So here I am asking myself the why, oh why question. So many people within my life having been using and abusing my kindness and support for years now. It is a shame that I keep falling for it. I always seem to attract these types of people, the users and abusers. With everything that is currently g...

  • Supermarket Chicken Cook Stacy Leadbeatter has been given KSI's Golden Buzzer for her rendition of Snow Patrol's Run. To me this was this year's Susan Boyle and Paul Potts moment. The crowd went nuts for her and with good reason. This was bloody amazing, and I have watched it so many times already....

  • Sometimes I really have to wonder why I bother doing anything for anyone. Why? Because most of the time I get shit on in return and am left to fend for myself when I am the one needing help or someone to talk to. The more I am here for people the more I feel left out and not wanted by anyone. I am s...

  • It has been sometime since I have done a decent post. There has been so much going on that I haven't had much time to do much of anything. So here are some updates: cardio angiogram: several blockages were found. They cannot place in any stents, but want to preform open heart bypass surgery SoreEyes...

  • Several blockages have been found. They cannot place stents in, they need to do open heart bypass surgery, this is something I am so not looking forward to. This isn't minor surgery. As if I don't have enough health issues going on I now need open heart surgery. Great start to 2025. I have a sore wr...

  • It has been sometime since I have done any blogging. This is all about to change over the coming week or so. Stay tuned for my blog post about to restart.  I had stopped posting for a bit due to personal reasons, this will all be explained soon. Speak to you all very soon.

  • Just the other day it happened again ... another fall out of the wheelchair resulting in further wounds onto the stump. This time two large wounds near the bottom of the stump. Meaning no use of the prosthetic for months down the road again ... Really, I don't know how much of this crap I can contin...

  • So, this post isn't against all the LGBTQI+ community, but it is about the majority. What I don't get is several years ago I personally had no problem finding someone to go for coffee, have dinner or even go further after a date i had no problem finding someone. However, now days, being an amputee a...

  • Today I started with a new Friday support worker. When I saw his profile the other day, I wasn't sure how things would go. When he turned up this morning, he was chirpy and happy. Bit much for me early morning. But he had already read my bio and understood most of it, which was great. Someone who ac...

  • There is currently so much going on with me at the moment that no one wants to hear. Also, people within my life really do not understand what I went through in 2022, nor what I continue to go through to this day, which is now 822 days post-op since the BKA. I have been a drug addict for around 7 ye...