Pain is Ridiculous

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in: General

I have been sleeping most of today and then woke up tonight around 6pm, I believe I woke up because of the amount of pain I was in. I have just had a full dose of all my medications and they are slowly kicking in. The pain between my leg, my foot, my big toe and lower back is just getting too much. This has been going on for around 12 months now and I just don’t know how much more of it all I can keep taking. I can not keep taking these addictive pain medications to ease up the pain, but the problem is nothing else works. Even though we have reduced the amount that I am taking and still slowly reducing them I can’t just keep up like this, it is all too much.

The amount of pain I have been going through over the last 12 months has been unbelievable. It is not like it is now and then, it is a constant thing every single day. And it is a bit much to deal with. I just wish it would end. And then I wouldn’t have to deal with it anymore.

Just have to keep on going to way I am for now and hope it ends up easing up soon.

About The Author

Zac hails from the Central Coast of New South Wales, Australia, spends his free time playing computer games such as GTA-V FiveM, Need for Speed Most Wanted (Black Edition), Flight Simulator X, and The Sims 4. He once enjoyed leisurely walks along the beach before his below-knee amputation (BKA) in June 2022. Currently, Zac is on a path to recovery, confronting both physical and mental health challenges arising from a history of abuse, adversity, and prolonged homelessness. With each passing day, he continues to persevere, striving for improvement in his life, and remains resolute in not allowing his past to dictate his future. Zac has a lot of health, both physical and mental which he is currently working on after a long history of abuse, hardship and decades being homeless. Zac continues to get by day by day and is moving forward with his life and is no longer letting anyone hold him back.